Wednesday, May 26, 2010
actually, its not a big deal..
yes, really i want to work right now...
but maybe my luck xde lagi..
guru ganti???
dan anta borang kat PPD but then silent only...
p skolah???
dah p skolah Dato' MAnsor but then no answer at all...
maybe after this i will try to skolah Palong 11 kot...
antar borang kat JPNS plak kot..
before this i had kol them but then diorang kate xde kosong lagi...
adoiyai...
sabar jer la..
its not easy axctuallr to find the job..
it depends on us...
keje lain???
yup, dah pk pon...
dah isi borang nak jadi pegawai pembantu khidmat sosial FELDA..
hopefully dpt job 2...
sementare nak tunggu 2 kene gak cari keje lain
so, i decided 2 go to seremban 2 after his...
x kesah la keje ape pon...
sementare ni dok umah jer...
boring????
erm, x lah sgt kot coz many things that i need to do..
by the way, i'm preparing myself for pertandingan poco2...
find any new steps to add in my already poco2...
every nite i need 2 practices...
erm, hopefully sgt menang...
sanggup tangguhkan p seremban coz poco2 ni tau...
punyer la semangat..hehehe...
yg masuk pon sume sporting2, just happy2 tapi masing2 really wannt to be the winner again...
but, whatever it is...
i know that ALLAH had give me the best...
i hope that i do the correct things n in a truth way...
semoga ALLAh berikan keje yg terbaik untuk diri ini...
huhuuhu...
amin..=)
Monday, May 24, 2010
inilah Juara Poco2 kami..hehe..pasni wakil Palong plak..hopefully menang lagi k..amin..=)
dah lame x main bola jaring kot, but finally tempat ke-3..ok la 2;P
Puding ciNta 3 Rasa buaTanku Menjadi Juara...huRey!!!
i love all the chocolates..thanks to the person who give it to me..=)
present that i get from sab, zaty, moja n ain..thanks a lot my dear frens..=)
Sunday, May 9, 2010
at that time i was so excited becoz the last paper to be taken 4 my degree...hehehe
but before that so many plan that i n my fren had organized in order to make sure that our time that we spent together really meaningful...
so our 1st planning was to play bowling at that nite after exam..
so, after isyak before we go (smpat lagi bergambar kat dlm u) to jitra mall n play bowling..
most of us were shame2 coz gamai laki..
but then blasah jer main smpai masuk longkang sumer..
the cute one zaty la, left handed..hehehe
win or lost is not important but the most things is we were together rite..
after playing bowling go to makan2..
cian zaty menggigil menahan lapor erk..heehe
then 6 mei we decided to go to Lata Bukit Hijau..
used 2 car kembara n viva azie...
the journey takes about 3 hours to go there n by 12 we already there..
sampai2 terus cecah air...
so cool...
then, mkn bekal(bihun goreng, ayam goreng, nuget, kopok2, pecal, air) yg kami bawak main air n amik gmbr dengan banyaknyer..hehee
after main ayer sume azie ajak p penang..
so, smpai di sane kami yg menaiki kembara ni sesat jer la slalu kerana x tau jalan la katekan..
dah sesat2 then balik semuler..uhuhu
sabar jer la, nasib baik sume manusie dlm kete kembara x tension...
happening jer nyanyi2 dlm kete smbil berearobik..hehehe
smpai kolej dah magrib, then famly sab ajak p mkn kat k.perlis..
syok la kami ape lagi...
mkn mcm2 mlm 2 n x lupe bungkuskan tok gebu..
cian kat gebu...
balik2 dah tunggu depan bilik, ape la die mkn if i'm not around erk..huhuhu
then 7hb planning to go to p.besar sat nak cari bahan2 bawak balik umah..
then something happen..huhuhu
kembara fardiela had a problem..
we stopped the car near at kmpg serai..
the car sounds weird then some people drop by n ask what happen..
we just says what happen n then lasty...
mechanic come n said that timing bell putus..
betol ke ejaan 2 erK..
hahaha..mane la kami tau pasal2 kerete ni..
so settle punyer settle last2 kete dibiarkan di umah abg tu n abg 2 anta kami balik..
huhu, x dpt la ke padang besar tapi luckily kami x ape2..
x terlibat ngan kemalangan ker aper ker..huhuhu
mlm hantar zaty balik kat changlon..
so sad, i can see that her eyes full of tear but we just don't want 2 cry..
then, after she go we go back to college n mkn..heehe
8hb balik ke umah mlm hari..
bersama ain n sidie, thanks sgt coz sudi tumpangkan sayer..
kalo x, x tau la..dah la ngan barang yg sgt banyak..huhu
sowie ain x teman kamu drive..
sy penat la, kamu terpakse berjage erk..uhuu
smpai jer kat T1 pagi tadi kol 6.30...
then waiting 4 my father n mother about 10 mereke datang..
so, otw nak balik singgah sebentar ke skolah si gendot..
balik2 umah terus mandi, solat, mkn french fries ckit then baring2 terus tertido..hehehe
bangun dah magrib n terus mandi solat sumer..
mkn nasi laok telor n tgk tv..
so a very long2 journey that i had going through..
but the best time is when i go to ______ with him..
unexpected moment n many things happen that i can't forget..
thanks 2 him 4 making me happy on that day..
n also thanks 4 everythings..( i love the chocolates)
=)
Sunday, May 2, 2010
this time not bout him or my fren...
but my lovely laptop..
before this i had format my laptop about several time..
but this time my laptop having different problems..
i thought that after format it will ok like always...
but then...huhuhuhu =(
he tell me that my ram problem...
damage maybe, i don't know how can that's happen actually..
but luckily that my laptop can function again if i change the ram..
he said that he will try to find the best ram for me..
he said no nangish2...hehehe
maafla, saye ni cengeng ckit..mudah jer nak nangis..
before this my ram is only about 512 but maybe he want to change to 2gb..
thats great actually...
but why i feel sad??
maybe becoze my laptop x penah bagi mslh paper...
n banyak sgt berjase selame i blaja kat uum ni..
nasib baik la asgment dah xde, n xde mende important dlm 2..
sumer dah transfer ker external...
then, my bie say something that makes me smile back...
he said...
ala syg, x moh la sedih2..
laptop 2 mcm manusie jugak..
kadang2 x sihat, sakit masok spital sumer..
nanti dah tukar ram baru nanti die elok la balik k...
pastu leh claim kat bie balik..hehehe (i like it)
without i realize, many people around me always make me smile back even my tears comes...
thanks sgt to sumer yg always be by my side...
ok, x sedih lagi dah...
i can smile...
hope that my laptop akan kelihatan lebih baru n laju lagi pasni..hehehe...
love u so much my laptop...♥
=)
Thursday, April 29, 2010
dear my blog...
i don't know to whom i need to tell this story anymore...
only u...
i feel so hurt...
when someone that we love have an affair with other girl...
yah, past was the past...
just go through with this real life..
i know that...
he don't have any feeling at that girl (maybe)
i don't want to involve or relate anythings with her anymore..
but by seeing his fb i can see that he still contact with that girl...
yah, i know only in fb but then????
i already tell him that i hate it so much..
i don't like it...
but then he will try to convince me...
that he don't have anythings with that girl, just in fb..
but for me, its start there..
if i just ignore it, i afraid that it will become worse...
jealous?? maybe...
that becoz i love him...
i know i'm not too good for him..
i also have my boy fren out there..
but, there is a limit...
some my fren says, this is what u done..
if i can have my own boy fren why not him right????
erm, yah, she is right but i know what really happen between them before this...
ya ALLAH...
please give me your straighten to face all those things..
i try to forget him but i can't...
i try to ignore this problem but i can't...
i try to hide this form myself but i can't...
i try to prove that i'm wrong but i can't...
maybe i can't be the best for him...
what is the best way that i can do YA ALLAH...
i always pray that i can found someone who created for me as my husband..
but maybe this is not the time yet..
please give me your way YA ALLAH..
amin.....=(
Sunday, April 25, 2010
alhamdullilah..
skang dah masuk final sem n final exam..
only 3 paper that i need to take 4 this final sem..
paper PSA dah lepas, another 2 paper..
MJA n Linear..
hopefully i can answer it well..
before this in PSA ok la, xde la smpai xleh wat..
ade la gak yg susah but hope that i can get good result...
nowdays banyak spent mase ngan my best fren here..
ain, moja, zaty n sab...
tinggal beraper hari jer tok dok same meereke...
susah, senang, geram, tangis, tawa...
everythings...
pasni masing2 ngan hal masing2 dah...
so sad...=(
most of my time now in lab and my room only..
even though i can used the internet but so slow..
so cannot publish any new story always..
i wish that i can get to know more people after this..
but still keep in touch with all my fren to know their routin..
hehehe
xtually don't know what to say anymore...
so..
adios...
see u again...
Monday, April 12, 2010
money is not everything...
i know that..
but the thing is that how we manage that money on the right way..
its not becoz i'm too crazy of money..
but i take this chance to help myself n my family..
i'm not from a rich family..
i just an ordinary person..
as i can i try not 2 burden them..
my fren..
i know that i hurt u so much..
becoz i feel that before..
so sorry 4 what happen k..
is not that i forget all of u..
but the lack of time axtually..
i wish that i can get 48hours with all of u girls..
i wish 2 spent a lot of time with all of u...
my fren..
after this i try 2 spent more time with u k..
please give me a words when u with me..
sometimes when u keep on silent..
its killing me..
i love all my fren..
i didn't mean 2 hurt u even a piece..
after this we will be close again k..
eat, hangout, sleep, movies..all must be together rite??
i miss all of our laughter..
i miss all of your celoteh..
i miss the kidding that we made spontanious..
everything my fren..
please give me your smile back k..
becoz without u as my fren..
who am i..
lastly..
good luck n all the best 4 your exam...
hopefully that we can achives what we want...
your friends...
HUDA...=)
