~iNi Miss Huda~

many things happen in our life without we know what will happen next...
its goes same 2 me...
i really hope that my decision is the best 4 me...
i know i can't get all i want in my life..
but at least i have given some choice to choose..
i'm so happy when looking some of my fren already have their planning...
some of them will get married, some of them will engage, n some of them will get baby n already have their own baby...
who doesn't want all those things...

yes, i really want all that kind of things...
i need someone who have a good planning 4 my future..
i need someone who are always be with me..
i need someone who can be there when i sad, happy, angry or tension...
i need someone who can share everythings..
i need someone who can be my saver...
i need someone who can accept who am i..
i need someone who can guide me to the right way..
i need someone who can protect me n always looks 4 me...

maybe before this i'm too nerd 2 know what i want in my life..
but now, i think i know what i want...
i want 2 be a good person as others..
n i'm trying to improve myself..
maybe some of them would say that i'm a bad girl..
but inside only GOD know how i feel...
i hope that GOD will always be with me n guide me in choosing the best 4 me...

Ya ALLAH, kuatkan semangatku untuk menempuh sume dugaan ini...
padamu ku berserah..
terangkan hatiku untuk menerima cahaya hidayahmu...
berikanku kekuatan untuk meneruskan hidup...
ku bermohon hanya padamu...
aku tahu aku tidak sebaik die, semoge KAU temukan die dengan insan yg lebih sempurna dariku...
berikan kebahagiaan kepada die ya ALLAH...
kerana kebahagiaan dirinya adalah kebahagiaan diriku...