~iNi Miss Huda~

day by day...
i'm getting so tired...
many things to do..
my work in koop, in lab, asgmnt...
life must be go on and i must be strong to face it...
eventhough i'm tired..
but demi untuk kegembiraanku...
aku rela...hehehe

never mind la, this is the time that i want to appreciate...
after this, i there is no more time to do those things again..huhuhu
i love all my fren here...
many things that i do with them...
laught, cry, tired, sad, busy, everythings together...
hanya tinggal bape hari jer tok bersame mereke..
after this, masing2 dah ade life masing2...
so, mase yg ade ni jer la nak hargai...

last tuesday my comey was died...
so sad..=(
before i'm going to lab that morning...
he ask me some food but then i said petang kang la i bagi...
balik2 lab i found him terdampar bawah tempat cuci kain..
mate penuh semut...
mulut ternganga..sedih sgt...
die dah pergi sebelum sempat i gave him food...
love him so much...
sometimes ade org lain pelik kenaper i nangis eventhought it only a cat...
but, sometimes i feel this creature of God can understand me...
nasib baik kat umah ade anak kucing baru..
pengganti comey la gaknyer kan...
huhuhu...
semoge comey aman di sane n always pray for me...=(

what more to say???
asgmnt last is PSA under encik hadafi...
no specific guideline at all..
our report is = presentation...
if we see the report and attract to read it more and more...
meaning that our report is good...
but if we see from the 1st cover dah xde mood...
hmm, 2 maknenyer x bagus la...
huhuhu, really hope that this last asgmnt would be the best asgmnt that i ever had...
nak score kat final pon x tau la mcm mane, bukan faham sgt pon lect ngajar...
tido jer lebih,hehehehe

keje kat koop more exciting than keje lab..
maybe coz environment kot...
kawan2 pon best, jumpe plak yg sekepale mcm azie..hehehe
cume penat ckit la..
gune tenage 2 yg penat, but sometimes sambil wat keje gelak2...
xde la tension sgt kan...
merempit naik moto la, naik kete la, naik van la...
memeang excited sgt la..hehehe
mcm2 perkare yg dialami n mcm2 gosip plak la yg melande..
ade yg baik n ade gak yg x baik...
just dgr n amik mane yg patot tok didengar jer la..
yg x baik 2 jadikan sebagai sempadan supaye kite x kaco org lain n org lain x kaco kite kan..hehehehe

hhmmm....
gase nak balik umah 2 memang ade...
but mase sgtla terhad, xde mase langsung...
i really miss my mom n my dad n my cats..hehehe
but, sabar2...
cian gak kat mak, gajin kol aku...
ari2 cite pasal kucing. hhehehe...
maklumlah sume family minat kucing except my father la...hehehe
after this, kalo my father buang my lovely cat lagi siapla...
merajuk ngan die, x nak ckp sebulan!!! huhuhuhu
cian baby dulu mane ntah die pergi...dah la sgt comey..huhuhu really miss him~~

wahahaha..
sgt banyak membebel nmpknyer...
nak realese tension la...
xperla, asalkan aku bahagie...
hehehe
nak jalan2 la, then nak jerit puas2!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~
=)

hi everyone..
what i feel now??
don't know la, sometimes no feeling at all..
why my problems always relate with friends??
am i a bad friend???
am i not an understandable person??
am i not enough to be called "good friend"???
maybe no becoz i'm not a perfect person...

its make me feel tired when i keep on thinking those things...
don't them understand me??
how i love all my frens...
how i would make everything just for my fren...
i just want to be the best for them...

even though i suffer...
even though i sad...
even though i difficult...
even though i cry for them...
but as much as i can i dont want to trouble them...
i had make an operation before this...
but i never tell my friends about my condition...
only several of them know...
because i dont want to make them worried about me...

its enough for me when look my frens laugh..
its enough for me to look they have a happy life...
its enough for me when they have their someone in their life...
i don't know how to show my love to them...
i care for them a lot actually...
for those who know my behavior...
they will understand me...

oh my God...
please help me to make my heart more calm..
please help all my frens...
i love them so much..
please give us your successful...
amin...

sometimes i keep on thinking whether my action is true or not...
but sometimes i know...
i 'm not a perfect girl..
n of course i may do many wrong mistakes without i realise it or not...
but that is not the thing...
the thing is that i had try the best as i can..
2 make people around me happy with me..

mlm tadi xleh tido..
keep on thinking many things..
perangai member yg pelik2...
never mind, slagi i can be patient i try...
even though i kuar ngan someone...
but i never forget my fren...
maybe some said that me
"cakap x serupe bikin la"...
depends, terpulang la nak cakap aper...
as long i know what i do is not wrong...
"muhasabah la diri ko huda"
some say that...
yes, i do...
i try to check myself...
that's why i said...
i may not a perfect...

x kesah la...
nak mrh, kate, ngumpat pasal i skali pon...
but i never simpan dlm hati...
i still love all my frens...
hanya ALLAH jer yg tahu what do i feel n so on...
semalam gase mcm nak nangis ngan tindakan die...
tapi xperla...
i always remember what LUKMAN HAKIM pesan kat anak die...
"ingatlah kebaikan yg org lain pernah wat kat kite daripada keburukannye...
tapi ingatlah keburukan yg kite pernah wat kat org lain daripada kubaikan yg kite wat"

kepada sesiape yg terase ngan what i had done or what i had said 2 u all..
i'm so sorry..
as i said..
i'm not perfect...
i try 2 do the best but still i know..
i may not the best 4 u...
i may not understand u'r feeling...
i may not the most important person in your life...
xperla...
kudoakan semua sahabat2ku menemui kebahagiaan masing...
saya syg sume kwn2 sy......

actually, on this date was the precious time 4 me..
but 4 this year...
i just feel bese jer...
at that nite tido jer mcm bese, no wishing no celebration..
but i plak yg kene rumble..
huhu, hampeh jer..ingatkan xde la kene rumble...

what happen to me??
yuhuuu....so yaaarrrkk!!!!
my hair n my nails becomes ugly...
my hair diorang p letak sos cili, minyak masak, serbuk dadih...
dah la my hair susah nak kering..adoiyai...
my nails plak bertukar colour to brown...
x penah2 pakai q-tex (betol ke sebutan ni) hahaha
hampeh punyer member...
bangun2 dah bau masam siot...
3x cuci rambut but still the same bau..
lastly pinjam la minyak rambut sab sapu gak...
my nail plak pinjam la remover kat budak sebelah bilik 2 ha...

petang 2 xde pe yg best pon..
just member2 wishing here n there...
some of them still remember this date..
but some of them doesn't...
never mind la, but 4 person yg ingat 2..
thanks again...
i did not hope that i can get any expensive present or celebration..
but at least diorang ingat 2 pon dah cukup bermakner...

then, my day are like always...
makan, jage lab, tido, tgk cerite n bla bla bla...
but then, something i realize i got some present from ZATY..
thanks again timo...
that present was so sweet becoz it is green in colour...
n my fren here bought me some cake...
i thought no celebration dah..
huhuhuu
again...
tahanks all my fren...
i really appreciation what u all had done 2 me...
;)