~iNi Miss Huda~

dear my blog...
i don't know to whom i need to tell this story anymore...
only u...
i feel so hurt...
when someone that we love have an affair with other girl...
yah, past was the past...
just go through with this real life..
i know that...
he don't have any feeling at that girl (maybe)
i don't want to involve or relate anythings with her anymore..
but by seeing his fb i can see that he still contact with that girl...
yah, i know only in fb but then????

i already tell him that i hate it so much..
i don't like it...
but then he will try to convince me...
that he don't have anythings with that girl, just in fb..
but for me, its start there..
if i just ignore it, i afraid that it will become worse...

jealous?? maybe...
that becoz i love him...
i know i'm not too good for him..
i also have my boy fren out there..
but, there is a limit...
some my fren says, this is what u done..
if i can have my own boy fren why not him right????
erm, yah, she is right but i know what really happen between them before this...

ya ALLAH...
please give me your straighten to face all those things..
i try to forget him but i can't...
i try to ignore this problem but i can't...
i try to hide this form myself but i can't...
i try to prove that i'm wrong but i can't...
maybe i can't be the best for him...
what is the best way that i can do YA ALLAH...
i always pray that i can found someone who created for me as my husband..
but maybe this is not the time yet..
please give me your way YA ALLAH..
amin.....=(

alhamdullilah..
skang dah masuk final sem n final exam..
only 3 paper that i need to take 4 this final sem..
paper PSA dah lepas, another 2 paper..
MJA n Linear..
hopefully i can answer it well..
before this in PSA ok la, xde la smpai xleh wat..
ade la gak yg susah but hope that i can get good result...

nowdays banyak spent mase ngan my best fren here..
ain, moja, zaty n sab...
tinggal beraper hari jer tok dok same meereke...
susah, senang, geram, tangis, tawa...
everythings...
pasni masing2 ngan hal masing2 dah...
so sad...=(

most of my time now in lab and my room only..
even though i can used the internet but so slow..
so cannot publish any new story always..
i wish that i can get to know more people after this..
but still keep in touch with all my fren to know their routin..
hehehe

xtually don't know what to say anymore...
so..
adios...
see u again...